Two Years Later.

It's unbelievable how long I have neglected this blog.  That was never my intention.  I guess life just keeps getting in the way.  Or is that an excuse?  I swear I haven't been lazy about it or anything like that, just going through different struggles.  I think that maybe I felt like if I wrote anything, it would just make things harder or I would be judged by what I've been going through.  Imagine me saying that, the person who literally usually doesn't care what other people think of me.  I guess it all gets to us at some point or another.  Right now, I'm taking a break in work for a quick blog write and I'm sitting here drinking a foreign root beer to me named Bawls (I just totally inappropriately laughed at that as I just now said it out loud for the first time) and just noticed the warning on the top of the cap that says "high caffeine soda".  I'm also eating Reese's peanut butter cups.  The lunch of champions.  I'm either going to end up with a very bad stomachache or just jittery and super awake.  Either way, maybe it'll get me through the last hour and a half of my work shift.  I promise I will update and write a more specific blog later.  Maybe or maybe not later today, but definitely.